This life, this wild ride. So unexpected and everything feels perfect now, falling into place with ease. I was living the wrong life for so long, and it felt wrong, but I did not learn to trust myself and so I stayed. I didn’t know what wrong felt like until I died to rise up, I spoke my truth, I liberated myself from an unknown slavery, a slavery so ingrained in my bones and blood I had no idea of it. I committed to living my truth from my heart. I learned and am still learning to trust myself, to feel my feelings, to remember my worth and who I am in every moment, every day. I prayed and I pray that I am my highest and best self in love and truth. Our Divine Universe heard my soul prayers, heard my call and the flow of life opened up, bringing in everything and everyone I never knew consciously that I wanted, that my Soul was calling for, that my path prescribed. I had to fall to rise, WE HAVE TO FALL TO RISE. Now I feel a Universe that is Infinite, an energetic connection that makes us all one family, everything and every being. I see a world where each of us chooses their thoughts, chooses to live from true eternal love and chooses how to live. We are not here to be herded from here to there, we are not here to be told what to think and not to feel and not to trust ourselves and not to care for the earth and each being, plant and thing. We are not meant to be put in boxes with labels of this or that. We are individual spirit beings connected in the deepest way possible, through our essence, through Divine truth. Our essence is freedom, love and truth in connection with the cycles of our earth, our home.
What is truly important to you? How do you truly want to live your life if anything can be possible? We are deep within the initiation, deep within the depths of a great death, this is not the first, it will not be the last. How do you want to rise from this cycle? Once your eyes are open, you must not let them close again. We awaken, we evolve, the risk is too great to go any other way. This is for everyone, even for those who will always stay asleep. It is our job, the awakening ones to do it for those who will not awaken, for their children, for their ancestors. I want to scream and plant it deep within the ethers, AWAKEN. We do it for those we do not know, for those we will never know, we do it with compassion and eternal love for all that is. Why are we here otherwise? Why would I be here if not for this? J. Wilds 2020